It is now 5 weeks post surgery. I have had some great days, followed by tough days. Most importantly, I am no longer awake the majority of the night, so my writing hours are gone. Today’s post will cover the post surgery experience.
Again, my blog objectives is to share my experience for anyone who may also have #vestibularschwannoma or #acousticneuroma. The stories that other have shared on the world wide web were incredibly helpful for me, so I am paying it forward. (The most important learning, never ever search for “brain surgery scar JPG”, nothing good comes from that search).
The Honeymoon, weeks 1 and 2 post surgery
The first few weeks after surgery were not as difficult as I expected, setting a poor precedence for the rest of recovery. First two weeks, I was walking 4+ miles/day, dealing with some headaches, lots of white noise and general tiredness. I assumed that progress would be steady and I would be running 5 miles / day by the end of my leave. That did not happen.
My amazing work tribe took care of meals for two weeks (seriously amazing), and my parents waited on me hand and foot. They also could tell I was getting tired because my left eye looked red and swollen. The left eye never felt weird though (the surgery was on the right side) but a few minutes after they asked “are you tired honey”, my right eye, face or head would bother me.
I kept productive during this time, keeping busy with ‘tasks’ that did not require much thought. Sorting all pens/pencils, organizing photos (this is NOT complete), organizing things in general.
Doctor appointments went well, they say I am in the top 1-2% in terms of recovery,. My next appointment is March, at which time I will have a MRI and sort out next steps for areas like hearing and white noise.
(insight into the recovery, I have to stop typing now because my eye gets very irritated if I type too long).
The Reality Sandwich, weeks 3-5 post surgery
Progress slowed, some things went away and other things popped up.
The doctor said that somedays you will feel great, and the next few days you will not want to get out of bed. This is true, it happened. Following is a run down of the experience. This is different for EVERYONE.
|Area||Month Pre-Surgery||First 2 weeks post surgery||Weeks 3-5 post surgery|
|Fatigue||High fatigue, either a nap or 8:00 pm bed time unless late conference calls.||Hey, I had brain surgery. Tired all the time, lots of nap, general exhaustion due to the medication and sleeplessness at night.||So very tired. made me very nervous for returning to work and frustrated. Could walk 2 miles one day but could not exercise at all for the next 3 days.|
|Headaches||Head felt like it was a balloon blowing up, a few times per day. Eventually took a steroid that addressed it.||Headache still there, when I stopped the steroid the headaches came back. Extended the steroid a week and headaches became manageable with OTC meds.||Worst headache of my life during the hurricanes in NC. Generally, things are easily manageable with OTC meds.|
|Right eye issues (surgery side)||N/A||Feels like it has grit in it when I get tired. Tells me to rest.||Same as 2 weeks with increased frequency.|
|Left eye issues (non surgery side)||N/A||Doesn’t hurt or irritate, but swells and others tell me to lie down and rest. Use OTC eye drops a lot.||Same as 2 weeks.|
|Earaches (surgery side)||None||Earaches when tired.||Same as 2 weeks.|
|Earaches (non surgery side)||N/A||Earaches when tired.||None|
|Balance in normal circumstances||I thought I was old! Stood in the back during yoga because I will fall. I spent time over the months leading to surgery doing a lot of yoga and had improved my balance.||Dizzy if my head moves at all. Unable to do any yoga without holding on. Able to walk well with concentration however. Balance gets worse when tired. I look really drunk when I walk||Able to do short yoga balances, but risky. I look tipsy when tired.|
|Balance when moving head quickly, with eyes closed, etc||Not an issue||Dizzy, cannot keep any balance if my eyes are closed.||If rested, doing better. Improvements when doing Physical Therapy.|
|Taste||N/A||Pineapple tastes weird.||When I am tired, things start to taste off. My tongue tingles, like pre-surgery. I think its tied to my facial nerves getting irritated.|
Its not a very exciting write up, but covers the 5 weeks post surgery.